So, I should probably hide my head in shame and mentally shout at myself for how long it's actually been since I last blogged. I'd enjoy saying that life has been super crazy but that would make me a liar, in actual fact I've either been working, excercising or concentrating on something really dumb and pointless like food.
I'm one of those kind of people who say they're going to do something and a week later completely go against that and become really lazy. Which leads me to my next point of why I'm so crazy bored right now and all my friends are off out celebrating a birthday. I must admit it really sucks being 8 months off my 18th birthday but I was going to try and be naughty and lend somebody elses ID but that plan failed. In a way I'm kind of enjoying relaxing at home by myself just contemplating and pondering the idea doing something with my life. It's one of those -I'll cross that bridge when it comes to it- moments because to be honest, I really hate thinking about the future and pre-planning my entire life. For now I'm just crazy busy at work and spending on all the things I really want to do. An example being buying a car and getting my license.
I don't know if you've ever had one of those days where something good happens and then right after something bad follows? Well today, my day is just that exactly. A quick easy anecdote - I got a really nice text to my phone around 30 minutes ago -> I just moved my foot awkwardly to the side and kicked down my cup of tea which is now floating across the floor. I guess I should get up and clean it but I'm quite enjoying sitting here typing and watching the liquid trickle into a bigger puddle. Aren't liquids just magical? How is it possible for an object to be so flexible and non - existing, if you know what I mean?!
I've decided I'm going to do more of this actual 'blogging'. You know, writing down a diary type kind of thing instead of just posting photographs and random crap. I'm pretty sure nobody will read this random drabble but it's more of a personal talk/rant thing for me. I'm currently sat on the sofa in the living room watching 17 Again with Zac Efron and thinking how cute the love he shares for his wife is. I hope one day I will experience a love so great that lifts me off my feet and spins me wildly in the air. And after that, I hope to write a story describing how magical that was. And until that day, I'll continue falling for the wrong people and getting hurt, but hey, whatever knocks you down only makes you stronger right?
Keep smiling beautiful people.
Lots of love,
P.S. I just ordered THE cutest wedges ever off ebay, I swear I love that site so so much it's crazy. I will be sure to blog a photo of them when they arrive :)